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Date:2008-07-03 00:00

I'm back now i'm shall be resuming posting back on green_elf.


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Date:2007-07-17 15:14

Hello, everyone,

Just letting you all know i'm still alive.

my college had firewalls i'm out now but don't have computer or internet accsess I'm at a cafe (I have five minutes left)

I have a job well two and i'll explain more when I get the chance.

hope everyone is well,


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Date:2005-12-30 21:24

isn't it frustrating that you feel that you want to type loads but don't know what to write?

I brought some new clothes the other day in preperation in going back to "evil land".

At least being home gives me the chance to get my head together.

There was a couple of lessons to be learned just before I left.

1. Anticipate the unexpected

2. Hell expect the unexpected

3. Never get comfortable in a norm or group as it can all change.

4. That place is so messed up i'm not even sure it's all that healthy..

But in a game where the rules always change, theres nothing to say that one day it turn in your favor.


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Date:2005-12-27 21:53
Subject:So me

You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame,
they burn with light and power and rebirth.
Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an
amazingly strong person. You survive, even
flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm
believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill
you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear
failure. You know that any mistake you make
will teach you more about yourself and allow
you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater
being. Because of this, you rarely make the
same mistake twice, and are not among the most
forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and
wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion,
and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you
were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or
maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality
and know that life is tough and the world is
cruel, and it takes strength and independence
to survive it. And independence is your
strongest point - you may care for others, and
even depend on them...but when it comes right
down to it, the only one you need is yourself.
Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on
a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your
wings to guide you.You are eternal and because
you have a strong sense of who and what you
are, no one can control your heart or mind, or
even really influence your thinking. A symbol
of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very
spiritual person with a serious mind - never
acting immature and harboring a superior
disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's
stupidity and tendency to want others to solve
their problems for them frustrates you
endlessly. Though you can be stubborn,
outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.

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*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Date:2005-12-27 21:40

it worries me how dumb you are.

Who's Your Happy Bunny?
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Date:2005-12-22 22:47
Subject:Merry christmass

I'm back for a couple of weeks break now, I think it's just about time as well...

evreything seemd to suddenly have turned on it's head....

1. I don't feel a strong part of a group anymore i'm drifting away...

2. Jon who was quite posibly the closest frined in that buiding, has started going out with a girl called jo, i'm slightly concerend about this because to put it politley she dosen't seem to hold down relationships very well. I'll see how it pans out but i've felt very much brushed to the side for the past week or so. One of the things that brought us togehter was that we were both loners and outsiders but now he's got a "bird" there is now just me. The fact that leah distanced himself away from him might have somthing to do with this turnaround, so my take is that he just simply turned his eyes elsewhere, but we'll see i'll keep an eye on it. But like I said I feel a bit abandound.

3. Leah - i've no idea where she's at at the moment either. when Laura left it had a huge impact on the group dynamic, so I didn't see so much of her which I anticipated anyway. A couple of weeks ago I managed to get her for a chat, shes into sprirtulisim and tarot cards so it's a good way for me to coneect with her. For the next week and a bit I never reall got the opurtunity to speak to her, she tends to hide herself a way a bit, she tends to nor really like this place which I don't entirly blame her for. Carol an older woman ( i'm not sure exactly how old she is) who is quite a good infulence was leaving on the fiday, So knowing how much she values her female freinds (she has slight feministic leanings due to her past) I sent her an e-mail, it said practicly nothing all it said was somthiing along the lines of " I havent spoken to you in a few days how are you?" Alougth I didn't know at the time, she had some sort of moan about it to laura at the christmass party alougth she can't remeber exactly what she said. and when I was speaking to her that night she was kind of snappy with me, So i'll need to talk to her when I get back, i'll sort it out one way or another.

3. Dave has all of a sudden enloped with this fairly new woman called denise.

Group what group?

Evreyone seems to be going thier separate ways it seems, and as much as I like george and linda I don't really feel a part of anything any more.

Alough for evry cloud thers a silver lineing and it's still not quite all bad:

1. laura and I seem to be geting on prity well recently, in fact probably better since she moved into her new flat. She values freindship so things are going along quite well on that front, there is still that slight issue of my emotions obvioulsy, but that is not really a problem compared to what else is going on.
So thats good, it fact I sohuld be estatic because that was the most inportant thing to me.

2. Jen- I can't even remeber If i've posted about her before but anyway she's bi sexual and compleatly blind from birth. and due to me being asexual I am now going to start going to GBLT student union Socity meatings from jan 10th, Weve been becoing closer freinds ever since I talked to her about it. She was actually one of two people who wished me happy birthday on my birthday unprompted ( the other one being laura actually) She phoned me up to go out for a drink on sunday night (along with laura), the folowing morning I saw her at brekfast (we were the only two) and I bumped into her again tuesday mornign before I left, so theres defenently somthing trying to tell me somthing there. I've always had a strong felling that evreyinthg is happening for a reason, and if i'm soposed to go down this path then i will.

I'm going to use tihs period to get my head together then i'll get back into it on jan 3rd.

If the tide changes I guess you have to swim the other way or you get drowned.

Merry christmass evreyone.


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Date:2005-11-21 18:04

Theres a few things to go though.

laura has moved out. I helped her move over the last three days I about the only student in this placew that can drive., Leah came along as well a couple of times, she lives in the same house as jezz and rcihard, Jezz is a close freind of hers while richard is her partner.

I do seem to be spending more time with her because i drove her to tescos the other day as well.

Now she's moved out fully I'll see how things go, On saturday night I had quite a long convosation with jezz (short for jezmin in case anyone is wondering) It was the first time I had a real proper chance to talk to her. I actually got on better with her than I tohought shes got a lot of depths to her, jon likes her because she comes across as a bit ladettey but we do seem to be on a similer wath length on a few things, shes extremly open as well, She has a tarot deck of angle cards one of those 44 card decks with uniqe meanings I quite like them they are nice cards, each one has an angle (i'm missplelling this you know those things with halos and wings :) ) on them it has a little bit of detail but most of them are aobut the angle. I did a 3 card reading for her and one for myself because I wanted to get a prespective of a diffrent deck, I did get on with the cards but it is not somthing I owuld buy for myself.

we also did on card drawings and this is the slightly intresting bit, I cut the deck and drew a card and got one called "romance" laura drew a card and got "soulmate"

made me laugth anyway....

those cards woke my emotions up a bit tohugh, to the point of admitting that I still have feelings for her, i'm not sure what to do with them because i'm not holding my breath.

she's the type of girl that falls for the wrong people, she's a bit buggered like that,

I could go for another push but i'm not sure where i'd end up...

theres a girl called jenn who is compleatly blind and has been from birth and she's also a lesbian she got a bit confused with her emotions and started going out with this sasian blind guy called naqish. as far as I know there not going out anymore.

anyway shes started going to this student union "socity" for lesbians, gays bi's and transexuals you know the story, well jon told me about it because I thought i'd might be intrested with me being asexual.

well I finally managed to have a convosation with her over the phone the other night. She said she'll check about the posibility of my inculiion, i'll prbably end up escorting her up.

I do like jenn, and we are able to get on, I just haven't had the chance to have a propper in depth disscusion with her. Sh'es prity cool, I mean you can't get much cooler than a blind lesbian goth chick. :)

so it sohuld provide me with the oprtunity to talk to her more in depth.

Jon is away for a few weeks, because he had to get an oporation on his nose because he has sinisitus, I have had two of those and it bever really worked for me, he's out of hospital now and is resting, I havn't heard much from him other than that.

That will do

Adios :)

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Date:2005-11-15 10:18

the day after that friday night when i spoke to george.

I brough an album by a guy called joseth aruther, (sp)

there was a song on it called I am.

and the lyrics are as follows: (aloutgh i'm sure it misses out a bit)

"You live in a darkness
Made out of your fear
Looking to the future
Never are you here
You are not a person
Nor are what you see
Beyond this world you live in
Beyond your memory
To find out what you really are
You must wake up from this long night
Repeat the words I Am
Repeat the words I Am
Repeat the words I Am
Repeat the words I Am
Your world is in danger
But your world isn't real
You see what is imagined
Dreaming what you feel
To find out what you really are
You must wake up from this long night
Repeat the words I Am
Repeat the words I Am
Repeat the words I Am
Repeat the words I Am
Repeat the words I Am
Repeat the words I Am
Repeat the words I Am
Repeat the words I Am
I Am, I Am, I Am"

Profound really that's the second time thats happened here, somthin happend on day, and the folowing day I buy somthing that contains a song which is strangly apropriate...

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Date:2005-11-14 14:37

The last few days have been very intresting..

i'm not too sure where to begin.

i'll start on friday night in the upstairs lounge talking to george.

He is a spiritualist and comunicate with spirits tohugh medium and other ways...

well he was talking about his generally experences, and about how he can tune into people, and then see images that are relevent to the person in question, who in turn should be able to tell him what it means.

While listening to this, i decided to try and see if i could do likewise, So I started to see a couple of things and told them what i saw, I was able to come up with 10 things all of which had some sort of relevence, some of which were uncanily accuate, One specific one i'll pick out is when i saw a swan with a ducks beack, then he told me about when he was at the harborside at the town where we both came from.

where he saw swans and a duck trailing behind them, as if he tohught he was a swan and acted like one while look back at the other ducks in contemt, he even had the swans on a video and a photograth of the duck on his phone.

and aparenly there was somone behind geroges right sholder. and was trying to move his arm out as if to say "guid him down the path" at the time i tihnk i was talking to geroge aobut how I felt a spiratual conection towards leah, I now reconise it as such, and is now quite clear to me now. well the Spirt that was standing behind george. ans uttered things like "3 weeks " and confusion and uncertincy.

well my spirtual revelation did happen about three weeks agp, and I certinly was confused and uncertin because I wasn't sure what i was feeling towards leah and initially mistook it for romance. Alougth what i am feeling is strong, it is on a diffrent "plane" as that.

and I have a prity good idea of why it started to happen too, it came at a time when i needed it, because i was risking damaging myself. I was at the satge when I had to pull away emotional from laura, then this happend to help me do that.

now I have to wait for more answers persumably, george say's I sohuldn't push it too much and I agree with him...

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Date:2005-11-09 17:38
Subject:Tarot cards

I'm looking for a new deck mayeb for christmass, and i'm undecided between these two, what do you think?

The one i've already got the tarot of the moon garden is very introspective.

so I want somthing diffrent that that, and I tihnk both of these decks are quite spiratual so maybe either or. the animal wisw onw is very straight to the point so you can't interpratet them so maybe even both :)



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Date:2005-11-08 16:38

Might as well do another update then i'll go and have dinner then i'll do some more work. :)

i'm not sure where to start there is a lot to cover.

I've told Leah aobut my emerging emotions I think it was few days ago, with her responce merly being "thats ok" I mean all that stress and a counciolor just for her to say "thats ok".

I defenently worry too much.

I then came to a conculsion on what I was actually feeling and told her that too.

There just freindly feelings, but it was such a new emotion it just thrw me compleatly, It stands to reason tohugh, spend enougth time with somone, espesially from a freinship that started, from a time when i suported her when she was frighted, i'm eventually bound to feel somthing, It's like I care for her, and even "love" her in a way but it is very non romantic. it's a very intresting emotion.

I somtimes wonder how how much laura acttualy likes me but i't prbably me just beign parinoid, but she defenently seems closer to dave, and it's somtimes dishartinging espesially when you consider how much i've put in, mainly during the periods when i was hooked up on her.

There was a funny gosip going aorund recently, That i was soposed to be dating laura but I wanted to date somone else???,

ok then, people just here part of a convosation and then make the rest up.

Posted in asexuality:

"Is being Asexual Unsexy?

That's somthing thats been on my mind recently..

I haven't been in what you would call a "relationship" up to now,

but recent events have made me think about it even more so, Mutual atraction for me just never seems to happen, so makes me wonder whether i'm missing some sort of hormone or somthing :)

i've been all introspective recently, and have wondered where a traditional relationship is really what I destend or even suited for.

or rather due to my orinintation what I "need" is a little bit difrent.


yeah and thats right most of them know. It's intresitng how much i've developed here, before I wouldn't have drempt of "coming out" as such..

I do it anway, but the situations forcing me to ask who I am,

maybe a close freindship with a feale is the best it is going to get with me,

what do I need? is the enternal question.

what do's anyone need?

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Date:2005-11-02 12:01

You Are 27 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

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Date:2005-11-02 11:52

Because it matters.

I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.

I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.

I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.

I am the girl who did not learn the meaning of “homosexual” until high school but never thought to question why two men might be kissing.

I am the woman who argues (quite loudly and vehemently) with the bigots who insist that you do not have the right to marry or raise children.

We are the high school class who agrees, unanimously, along with our teacher, that love should be all that matters.

If you agree, repost this. Do it. You don’t have to be afraid. You can handle it. You’re stronger than you think.

I am making a difference. Hate will not win.

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Date:2005-11-02 09:47

I've been thinking again,

after we were retireing for the night last night, jon locked the door on me, and got on to me about telling her again.

he's away today and tommorw, and say's if I haven't done it by the time he gets back, he'll get her to talk to me. :\.

I told him I was a bit confused about what my nature of my feelings actually are.

That puts me in two minds about telling her becaus i'm not sure.

which lead me to the conclusion that i should just say that.

that i've started to feel an atraction and delevop emotions, but i'm not sure what they are because i've never had this emotion before, or somthing along those lines,

which is the truth and be a lot easier to swallow...

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Date:2005-11-01 09:23

I feel bugered well and truly buggered.

I have no choice but to tell leah at some point, because it is starting to eat at my brain already,

but they are so amany implications, I'm prity sure what she is going to say that is not what bothers me, it's just her protential reaction.

I wish I didn't feel like this but I do..

i've told jon, who's been good about it, and he is now badgering me to tell her, tonigte actually, but i'm not sure i'm that ready to do it that quick but i'll have to do it soon..

all I want is to get it out, then we can carry on as normal,


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Date:2005-10-28 14:36

I've had my final meeting with the councilor to brush off, I won't need to go back, at least not for that issue.

i've worked out my plan, but I don't need to go into detail,

however I have relised somthing very intresting indeed.

there was one final thing i had to bring up, and that I was confused that my emotions for her were so diffrent, I always tohught that attraction was this sort of intense feeling for somone.

but eith her it's very contained and stable, which was eprhaps why i missed it because I couldn't understand.

and then went on to say how i was confused about how people are soposed to feel,

and she told be somthing quite intresting...

there is this thery by this german guy (i'll remeber his name in a minute)

that the way you tihnk can be divided into three parts.

The child

The adult

and the parent

I could go into more detial, but the aprent conclusion I arived that, up to now with atraction i've been folowing the child, an intense feeling of want with out a lot of logic to it about compatability. Sure I'd like somones personality, like i love lauras, and still do, but it be irationsl, and ignoring any negitive tihngs that may bring barriers.

But now for the first time in my life, I think i've finally felt emotions like an adult. alougth I find Leah attractive there is also practicle elements attached to it, For example her intelgence, and the fact we can talk on a similer level, i mean she chalenges me and i like that,

This is probably the most real it's ever been in my life, and I din't even bloddy notice at first.

i've had a revelation basicly,

and I still love laura to bits, but i now relise, that she's a freind..

one of my lectuers, likes to put a qutoe of the day at the begining of each lession.

todays was:

" Ye shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free"

Appropriate i thought.....

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Date:2005-10-27 08:03

My course really takes the piss somtimes, one of my tutors came in and started asking me questions out of the blue, without giving me anytime to prepare for them..

i'm allrigh with one of my clase's but I have redo part of coping with change and go back over my interviews.

and if that wasn't enough they gave me a comunication assignment when I really didn't need it.

I sorry but my degree year was piss easy compared to this, and this is only a Btec national.

I have another meating to see the councilor tommorow morning.

it's really just to eveluate what i'm going to do aobut the "situation"

I'll tihnk of a "plan of action" tonight.

I really tihnk i'll have to play my card at the right moment,

There is so many problems:

1) the situation that happend with paul at the end of week 3. this distoryed her confidence and made her really fragile, I mean she's only really started coming out recently.

2.) in continuation of that Paul liked her, jon liked her, Dave claimed to like her (but i'm not sure ahe knew that) the only safe haven is me, who now likes her....

See the problem? it could make her feel really insecure, in a "oh my god evryone that comes in contact with me falls in love with me) sort of way.

3.) admiting it now may not be the best idea, because it is quite a heavy period work wise. This also aplies to myself.

4) I may have to convince her, i'm not just rebounding from laura.

But I can't not tell her at all, so i'll have to be really carfull,

here are some of the idea's i've come up with:

1) I'll tell her but I shall take my time with it, I may even wait to near the end of term, things hapen so quikly here there is no telling how the story witll develop anyway.

2). before telling her, i'll tell john first, he's prity much my best freind in this place, and the last thing I want is to fall out with him over a girl. he should take it ok, because he knows him and leah are on a freind's basis anyway. But still. I may tell him just before I leave at christmass, with somone else to talk to about it, it may help me to assess the situation,

3)when I tell her try and make it clear, about the conerns of possible damage this anoucment may do to her.

4) it may be better off writing what I want to say, i am a lot better expressing myself in writen form than I am verbally. On prblem with that is paul gave her a "letter" which wasn't well recived, but for some reason people are more likly to take things in poetic form so i'll do that.

one example is when I hgeard laura say one day "who writes letters?"

yet she took my poem about ther perfectly ok, i'm not sure how it works but it works..

so somthing like that...

so what do you think? lol...

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Date:2005-10-26 14:38
Subject:It's ross again.

i've broke though, i've sudenly had the bright idea, of using the loughbrough college pc's instead to see if they'll be any better, they are.

Silly me for not doing it sooner.

i'd be able to update more on my own now, but i'd still probsably send rosa email's.

i've sent a few that hasn't been put up yet, so this will probably be slightly out of sync,

but i've been to see the counciler, well the loughborough college conciolr,

and well ther's been a bit of a developmenental U-turn.

in refrence to the last post i posted, here, about laura and dave ( who have decided not to proced BTW) It made me emotionly pull away, and in doing so, i all of a sudden noticed a developong atraction in Leah, This confused me, and i tohught I was going a little mad and emotionaly rebouning or somthin like that, but after talking to the councilor, i've relaised my feelings are perfectly ligitamate,

so now I have to work out what to do about it,

so yeah...

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Date:2005-10-21 16:05

"Yes. I got a chance to read your poems. I really, really enjoyed them. For some reason I see a lot of growth in what you've written lately, don't you? You've gone from poems about everyday things to a lot deeper issues. I love 'em though. You are magnificent! lol"

Well yes i've been though a lot of growth in genral since I came here.

I think the fact I wrote my two longest poems ever here speaks for itself.

In what way are the issues a lot deeper? i'd say i've gone all emotional, and there is very little politics there with the exception of perhaps blind.

"Yay for Laura's extentions and for newly-found friendships! *cheers*"


speaking of which...

your not going to belive this, In fact i'm not sure I belive it yet and I saw it.

I don't think i've told you a lot about dave he's a six foot four scotsman, I'm not sure exactly how old he is but he is older, and he's a big kid at heart with aobut a mental age of 16 (personaly I tihnk it's 8) but most people say 16 :). but he's a really sound guy, some of his political views are a bit dodgy but he's sound, he has the tendency to get drunk and dance 'danceing' dave I like to call him, but the tendency is to call him big dave, because he's well so big.. he's a freinds and family come first type of person. He is one of the members of our "group" the black tuesdays as jon likes to call us.

I can't remeber exactly when it started but he and laura became quite close, as in good freinds, at at least that's the way it seemed. She liked him because he brought out the kid in her, that was what she told me in that interview I did with her, for my assessment.

well they just generly got on well,

you know how I said i've been questioning how much she likes me as a freind?

well a lot of it had to do with dave. She would phone him up a fair amount and that, and the way she reacted when he entered was quite visibal and I just felt I wasn't quite on the same level as that.

I tihnk I'll just fast foward to tonite, tonite was richards leaving dinner thing the same man, who's left me to dress up in drag tomorrow the bastard. :)

there this a couple of things I could talk about that but i'll say latter.

Fast forward to the upstairs lounge.

it was just me dave and laura. they were doing there usall dancing suff,

Dave made a couple of refrence's to leah and that he liked her, which he's done once or twice before, which I found odd, since he didn't pay an awful lot of attention to her, there was no visible 'oh he likes leah because he's acting like this' like I saw with jon.

any way he left at some point for some reason.

and laura was danceing and spining towards me and said and I quote "Who needs leah when you've got laura" Well me being mr analitical don't leave statments like that alone.

So I quized her on what she ment, as usual she went all vauge and cryptic and went on about "compitition" and how it's a fact of life blah di blah di blah.

Dave came back in when I was still talking to her about it, then i tryed to explain to him in vauge terms what we were talking about, then Laura started talking aobut "group dynamics" and being bloddy cryptic again.

I asked if I could repeate what laura said, and then i did.

then dave said "I think I know what this is about"

then they started to cuddle up to each other (which they do anyway).

then dave started to say things like "i'll take you back up next time i'm home"

and "i've seen the light"

If your responce at this moment is





then it was mine too,

really allready knowing, I tryed to probe them to tell me the situation just as confirmation.

eventually mainly due to my persistance dave said, "we're in love", so with that, I stood up, shook his hand and wished him good luck.

I belive it's called being a man.

I mean it obvioulsy wasn't on daves a nice guy, he'll treat her well and that was my main worry, I actually said to him "I can live with that because your not an arsehole" that's what I was worried about the most her going out with bastard after bastard, and me having to grit my teath.

I don't have to worry about that now if all go's well.

if shes happy then i'm happy and it was his time.

As for me?

well the tormented soul marches on..

one of the problems is the age gap, and how people will react to it,

but fuck them basicly.

now, here's the thing.

I might just be over emotional and my head not on straight.

but it's somthing that dave said, how he basicly used leah as a smoke screen to hide the truth. he do's that he dosen't give a lot away.

It made me think.

What if the person I really should be looking at is........... Leah?

i've been overlooking her, because laura is so in your face, but last night she was looking out for me, and we do get on well in a one on one enviroment.

and remeber how I told you how she didn't set my emotions alight, maybe thats what I need, because emotionaly i'm extramly sensitive, i need somone to calm me down.

mybe i've missed the point.

or maybe i'm going on the emotional rebound,

I need a few days to sort my thoughts out.

she's already stated she dosent find anyone in this building atractive, but laura said she wasn't going to date anyone form stan bell, so that dosn't nessisary mean anytihng, and if she thinks i'm not intrested she would say that.

but i need to get my thoghts sorted out first, I'll see how she acts with me tomorow when she do's my makeup.

and if your next qestion is, where would that leave jon?

I know...

This place is like a soap, and it's madder than a box of rabbits on speed...



oh, yes I have too keep it secret, they don't want to anounce it just yet..

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Date:2005-10-20 20:56


"Interesting tarot card stuff. How did you learn?? Oh no! The moon?!?!!?!.... (what's that mean? lol :D)"

I've had them for a while, but never really got into it but somtimes did it with help of a book.But then geroge aloud me to give him a reading and taught me how to read then instintivly...

and the moon is betral basicly or being mislead. which has already happend as far as "relationship" is concerend, but freindship is slightly diffrent.

"So when will we get to see these "sneaky photos" of yours, eh? "

prbably after I get some more, the one of jon wasn't sneaky and thats alright, but I want to get a better one of laura, and also geroge and linda at one point as well, when there more substancial I might send them then. One of laura dressed up as a mouse on saturday would probably do nicely. :)

""The farmars wife, has pulled out. and well now... I have to do it."
OH MY LORD!! POOR YOU!! I'm sorry but I cannot tell a lie. I did giggle a little. The Three Blind Mice idea is very creative and very cute! Any chance I'll be getting a picture of this little fiasco?? *holds back chuckles* O:) <-- angel. I promise I won't tease. Funny thing is though... your LJ password and... yeah. Not saying anything further. :)"

a picture? mybe it depends..

"I promise I won't tease. Funny thing is though... your LJ password and... yeah. Not saying anything further. :)"

I love the fact you said "I promise I won't tease" Before teaseing me..

"As for the course in care.. what exactly does it entail? What's it about, I mean.

careing for people i'm not sure what you mean, thrw it it help you to get into any care profession, Nurse midwife blah blah, but I want to work with  the disabled or be a councilor..

"Divine pulls can be good. Strange but good, nonetheless."

I got a devine pull to here, that's why I said it.

"I must go though and finish an essay I've been putting off for weeks. It's due tomorrow. Woo. So much for procrastination. Where is that inner nerd when I need it? lol JK. I'm an outward nerd lol"

Really? I wouldn't have known :)

and laura may or may not get an extension beyond november I hope she do's, because it also be an extension for me, if you know what I mean. :)



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